Thursday, September 21, 2006
yes, i am procrastinating yet again.
is it just me or do you lose the mood to study after a test or exam? maybe it's just me :/

well anyway about last night, i started studying for bio at 1am and went to sleep and hour and a half later. well the paper was just alright, a little tricky. i shall just pray i do well (:
school was such a drag and i know i really shouldn't feel this way about school at such a crucial time of the year.

yes so after my "date" with the math teacher after school, i stoned at the foyer for awhile and then the pear and i went up to the hall cause we were bored and we could hear teresa singing from the foyer :/ HAHA and chinese teachers are hilarious people. *looks at pear. HAHA so we just sat and watched teresa for awhile. tsk and the momma came to pick me up at 5 and we headed for taka (: yay

the momma gave me 110bucks worth of taka vouchers though i'm not quite sure what i can buy in there but i might just spend it on levis cause the "cheap and nice" jeans market does not carry for fat people like me. it's so hard to find pretty, fitting jeans now a days. okay only if you're fat okay?

the momma never dared say i'm fat cause she doesn't want me to diet and like stump my growth? yes but we went to mang guomango today and she said i was fat! like A LOT of times ):

-i walk out of changing room
mom: goodness! that's even worse! it makes you look so fat! for a moment i didn't recognise you.

): but i know she didn't mean it in a erm mean way. but i'm really starting to feel scared cause everything i put on made me look like a big round coconut. and if you look fat in the mirror of the changing room of mango, it really means you're FAT cause that mirror actually makes you look slimmer and taller. ugh
okay i'm going to diet :/ and try to exercise.
well anyway it was such a pity that the momma was in a spending mood (though not enough to get me a phone) and i couldn't find anything like extremely nice. no i found nice stuff but they looked like crap on me. well there's always next time, when i lose weight! i did get mango basic tops though. hm

and we had pepper lunch for er dinner. the momma's eating very little and exercising/yoga-ing a lot which makes me feel guilty :/
all that aside, i had a nice shopping trip with the momma (:

okay sorry for the bimbotic post.
i'm sleepy! goodnight (: